WHILE I WAZ IN COSTA RICA ON THE CARRIBEAN SIDE...

IT WAZ ABOUT THE 10TH DAY I WAZ THERE AND I WOKE UP WITH ABOUT 25 SMALL MEDIUM AND LARGE INSECT BITES ALL OVER MY BODY!!! FOR THE NEXT 2 WEEKS OR SO ALLL I WANTED TO DO WAZ SLEEP!!! SOMEHOW AFTER BEING BITTEN BY THEZE INSECTS SLEEP AND DREEM IZ ALL I WANTED TO DO!!! THE POISEN FROM THEZE INSECTS MADE ME SLEEP FOR MANY LONG HOURS AND DAYS AND SLEEP WAZ DEELISHOUS... I DREEMED MANY LONG DREEMS THAT SEEMED TO NEVER END AND ... DREEMING TOOK ON A VERY ACTIVE ROLE OF ITS OWN...

AND WHILE I WAZ HIKEING I GOT LOST IN THE JUNGLE AND I ENTERED INTO A VERY BEEYOOTEEFULL VALLEY AND THERE I SAW PREHISTORIC ANIMALS AND HORSELIKE DEER AND DEERLIKE HORSES THAT WERE LIKE LLAAMMAAS SORT OF... AND MANY STRANGE ANIMALS I NEVER SAW BEFORE AND I NEVER HEARD OF THEM EITHER BUT THEY WERE VERY HEALTHY AND THEY WERE NOT AT ALL AFRAID OF ME BUT A LITTLE CURIOUS!!! AFTER LONG JOURNEYS AND A LONG PERIOD OF TIME...

THEN AZ IT WERE I SUPPOSE IT MUST HAVE BEEN THE POISEN FROM THE INSECT BITES THAT MADE ME FEEL EXTREMELY UNCOMFORTABLE WITH MY BODY AND MY SITUATION...AZ I GREW RESTLESS I BEGAN TO SEEK FOR COMFORT AND FOR A REMEDY...AND BECAME AWARE OF THE BATTLE BETWEEN SOCIETY AND NATURE...AND ALSO SOME BATTLES WITHIN MY OWN BEING WERE SURFACEING...

I ATE STRANGE FLOWERS AND FROOTS AND BERRYS TOO...

I HAVE NO IDEA WATT THEY R CALLED BECAWZ IT WAZ ALLL A NEW AND STRANGE LAND...I WANDERED AND CLIMBED THROO JUNGLES AND DRANK AT WATERFALLS...I THEN MOOVED ON AFTER RESTING AND BATHING AND I WANDERED AND CLIMBED THROO MORE JUNGLES, ENDLESS GREEN JUNGLES...SOME PRIMITIVE INSTINCTS BECAME MORE PROMINANT...AND I BEGAN TO UNDERSTAND THE ANIMALS MORE CLEARLY AND HUMANS LESS CLEARLY AZ DISDAIN AND DISGUST AND DISTRUST FOR HUMAN DESTRUCTION GREW WITH INNER OUTRAGE AND ENRAGED ME WITH AN INNER BATTLE THAT HURT AND ACKED MY VERY SOUL...

AND I WANTED TO JUST BECOME AN ANIMAL AND DISCARD EVRYTHING HUMAN AND UNLERN EVRYTHING I WAZ EVER TAWT BY THEZE...

DESTRUCTIVE BEASTS CALLED HUMANS AND THERE BECAME THIS INNER TURMOIL THAT RAGED ON AND ON AND I BECAME EXTREMELY SAD AND CONFUSED AND JUST WANTED TO DIE OR MAKE IT ALLL BETTER!!!

THE INSECT BITES MADE ME YEARN FOR HUMAN COMFORT,FOR A NICE COMFORTABLE SHELTER FROM NATURE AND THIS BATTLE RAGED AND TORE ME FROM WITHIN I WAZ TORN IN 2 DIRECTIONS AZ I WANDERED LOST IN THE JUNGLE AND WHENEVER I HEARD MANS LOUD NOIZY POLLUTING MACHINES I HEARD THE HIDDEN MONKEY PEEPLE SCREEM AND HOWL AND THE MONKEYS WERE SCOLDING MAN AND SCREEMING AT HIZ NOIZY MACHINES AND I HEARD THE MONKEYS OBVIOUS DISLIKE AZ THE MONKEYS SCREEM WITH ANGER AND DISTRAUGHT SADNESS I RAN FAR FROM MANS MACHINES DEEPER INTO THE JUNGLE AND WEPT WITH A STRANGE TURMOIL INSIDE...REFLECTING ON MY OWN INCOMPTANCE AT COMMUNIQATEING WITH HUMANS,FOR I WAZ NEVER FOND OF TOO MANY WERDS FROM MEN,SOMEHOW SEEING THE HIDDEN LIES IN TOO MANY WERDS,WHILE HEARING THE ANIMALS CRYS...

THE MONKEYS TROOLY R SO MUCH MORE WIZE...

FOR MOST MEN LIKE TO HEAR THEMSELVES TALK WITH NOT MUCH TO SAY YET WIZDOM SPEEKS IN SILENCE...AND THERE IT WAZ CLEAR AZ MUD IN THE QUIET STILL HRS.OF A DEEP LONG HOT SIESTA THE SILENT MUD SPOKE AND I BATHED IN THAT MUD AND IT BROKE THE SPELL OF INSECT POISEN AND I FOUND PEACE IN THAT SILENCE WHEN SUDDENLY THE MOST BEEYOOTEEFULL BIRDS CAME AND SANG A SONG THAT MADE MY TEARS FLOW LIKE HOT OIL...FOR I KNEW THAT I MUST TRY TO COMMUNIQATE TO THE BEAST CALLED MAN FOR HE CANNOT HEAR THE WIZDOM OF THE HIDDEN MONKEY PEEPLE...